Friday, March 6, 2009

"The Best Cat Food is Community"


U-View, Fully Booked (28 February 09) - The First Filipino Freethinkers Forum kicked off with Red Tani's thoughts on the difference between freethinking and un-freethinking and took it further within the context of reason and science. He also proceeded to discuss theoretical freethinking and practical freethinking, emphasizing that practical freethinking embodies integrity.

After a game of “Identify the Freethinker”, Freethought Offline starting off with John Paraiso’s presentation on Freethinking in the Grassroots. He spoke of the perception that freethinking is not for the poor. Such view is belied by the pragmatism of the poor and that “truth is something they just need.” John also shared his experiences in the proletarian arenas in Luneta and Plaza Miranda in Quiapo. He even brought along a copy of the maiden issue of Freethinker, published in July 1999.

During the open forum that ensued after, Dr. Sylvia Estrada-Claudio shared her experience with freethinking in communities, particularly in the alternative manners of organizing. The most recent of which was in mobilizing support against the Reproductive Health (RH) Bill. Sass noted that “sometimes, freethinking can be a luxury,” to which John replied that freethinking is not an alternative to hope, freethinking is an alternative to thinking. Sass then cited the El Shaddai phenomenon and the rise of Bro. Ely Soriano and argued that people go to them because they are inspired. John explained that “tangible solutions” – not hope – is the best gift to a poor man.

The discussion cited as an example the current RH debate. The issues that have deterred the passage of this proposed legislation are not actually issues of morality but church dogma. A Freethinker, in the choice between dogma and reality, could see thru dogma – for freethinking “is not about revolutions, just a challenge to think.”

One forum participant stressed that freethinking in the grassroots has always been a challenge because it is in a community-based area. He also offered a commentary on the country’s education system and said that it is sadly “plagued by religious dogma”. To address this, he said that drastic changes must be made that genuinely embodies secularism. Another cited the experience of the Karl Sagan who accessed freethinking resources thru public libraries. Such underscored that perhaps one of the solutions offered by freethinking is personal ethic, to act without hope.

The next talk was on Secular Humanism by Geri Villas. He began by presenting a definition of freethinking as an umbrella term encompassing “reason and critical thinking independent of dogma and authority." He called attention to “free” – which did not mean absolute freedom. Secular humanism, on the other hand, refers to the “humanist philosophy that upholds reason, ethics, and justice and specifically rejects the supernatural and the spiritual as basis of moral reflection and decision-making.” The first term “secular” was supposedly used to distinguish this humanism from religious humanism.

The presentation noted that key to the foregoing definition would be the faculty of reason. As raised in the previous talk, freethinking is actually a “thinking habit”. Necessarily, it subscribes to Naturalism where everything can be explained. Jerry then proceeded to distinguish atheism and secular humanism. Atheism is premised on the non-belief in the existence of God, while secular humanism “goes beyond rejecting." The latter is not “anti-religious”, save perhaps when religion is used to influence public policy or governance; it “promotes and defends scientific outlook and rationality; it has remained staunchly sceptic to religious claims of divine truth; and is “committed to free inquiry in all human endeavors."

In various studies, the most recent of which was Gallup Poll which was conducted from 2007 to 2008, five percent (5%) of Filipinos believe that religion is not important. However, the supposedly secular educational system ensures that this mindset is addressed. As a case in point, out of two hundred fifty-three (253) secondary schools, an overwhelming number (143) are Christian institutions, 53 are controlled by the Roman Catholic Church and only 57 are dedicated to a science-based curriculum.

Jerry ended his talk with a comparison of the respective Preambles of our Constitution and that of the US Constitution, primarily on the any reference to God and the optional teaching of religion.

The third talk was on Science and Freethinking by Maria Isabel Garcia of the Philippine Star. She started off with a caveat that the relationship between science and freethinking “not be what [we thought] it is.” She reminded the participants that science is “limited by data and method”. In other words, “freethinking cannot be freewheeling in science” – it would have to be “discovery with an open mind”. She emphasized that science is “too important to leave to scientists alone”. She added that many of issues now have a science component. [Aside, I particularly liked that slide of an endangered panda – or was it a bear? – which had this caption: “One last look before we say goodbye.”]

Ms. Garcia also underscored the paradox of science: we understand more and yet, the more we are overwhelmed by the things we do not know. She also spoke about the so-called “science worship” for “science rationality” is not all there is to a complete mind [just as her slide noted:”There is no one way to walk the earth.”]

She ended by reminding us of some lessons that she has learned:

• Rational thinking is only a layer of thought of the complete picture. It is perfectly okay to hold contradictions in your head.
• Don’t be consumed by god/religion issues. Energy is finite...Leave the logistics of eternity to eternity. [That is a personal favorite.]
• Live. Fully.

In the discussion that ensued, she cautioned against labelling and that labels can have a life of their own. Thus, atheists and agnostics may very well be “jailed by dogma” themselves. Sass asked for a clarification on two points: (1) If science can explain the “physical” – when does the “physical end” and what happens after; and (2) What is the status of science in the Philippines? Ms. Garcia replied that by “physical” what is meant are things that are measurable and may be reviewed and for the second question, science in the Philippines is – and this is putting it kindly – bad. She says movements like Cafe Scientifique are trying to address this sad state. As a sidebar, she happily informed us that Cafe Scientifique will have an affair come April, also at Fully Booked, that will feature Steve Jones.

One participant enthused that “there is poetry in science” but Ms. Garcia added that this enthusiasm for science is apparently lost when children enter the fourth (4th) grade, when the supposed rigors start. Finally, she reminded us that we should never engage in any debate on dogma with our families for we would be “talking of different currencies.” But when dogma gets entangled in public policy, then she urges us to “rage as much as you can.”

Dr. Estrada-Claudio followed with a presentation on Freethought and Politics. She immediately attacked the campaign of the Roman Catholic Church against the RH bill. She cites the lies that the Church allegedly used to discourage the use of condoms. Recalling a public hearing on the RH bill where she was asked about the side-effects of contraceptives, she wondered how she can make our lawmakers understand that “all medicines have side effects."
She also discussed how politics breached embryological science by attempting to declare with an air of infallibility that “life begins upon conception."

Benj Espina wrapped up the afternoon with his talk on Free Thought and New Media. He likened the Forum as part of the learning that will progress to that “light bulb” moment. The bigger question, however, is quo vadis? To this, Benj suggests that we take the next step and commit to continuous learning. These steps can range from joining a mailing list, an online forum, and perhaps even create our own weblogs.

Finally, Red told us about the daydreams of cat herders. I cannot think of a better way to put it. Our Freethinkers have successful herded the strays. And Red is right, “the best cat food is community.”

Thursday, January 29, 2009

A Dirge and an Ode

Using my name in the previous website was a bad call. After a while, it felt like I stood naked for all the world to see. Since the rest of me isn’t all pretty and taking cue from Radovan Karadzic, I will hide in the open.

I will henceforth write here. Some posts in the old site will also be deleted to cover up my tracks. I shall, from time to time, write in the old blog just so the rest of the world will not suspect. The links stay, friends, so we can still find our way to our little worlds.

The inspiration for the site’s name is a song aptly titled “Sometimes Sober” by Brisbane-based band The Gin Club and the by-line is from one of the band’s inspirations, the great Bob Dylan. Dylan’s Like a Rolling Stone remains a personal anthem. It is a fervent wish, though, that I shall one day cease to live life like a rolling stone but until then, I will write.

Thank you for letting me tell my stories and for allowing me to likewise laugh at, cry over and learn from yours.

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

'Watch Out For Trucks'

Last weekend, I finished off Robert Fulghum's "What On Earth Have I Done?" It was vintage Fulghum!

One essay in the collection is on his grandchild Brie and one particular incident that belied a child's naivete. I am reproducing the entry in its entirety (in red are my favorite lines):

Brie likes my company. I like hers. And we both like looking good and laughing hard. She's my kind of guy.

Technically speaking she is my grandchild, but I emphasize that we are friends out of mutual admiration, not just blood kin. She is old and wise beyond her years. I am young and goofy behind my years. She aspires to adulthood but hasn't quite gotten the hang of it. And I know what is required of adults, but I just can't get used to being one.

During one recent ride home from a wedding I had officiated, Brie was strangely quiet. I parked the car and we walked hand-in-hand toward my house, where she was spending the night. Still quiet. Suddenly she said:

"I wonder where he is tonight?"

"Who?"

"You know--Him--the man I'll marry someday, the father of your great-grandchildren. He must be out there somewhere. Where is he?"

"I can't imagine. Why do you ask?"

"Well, I worry about him... I hope he's OK."

"Well, if he's going to meet up with you somewhere down the road, then I'm sure he must be fine--safe in the hands of destiny."

(Silence)

I looked down at her and saw trembling lips and teary eyes.

"What's wrong?"

"What if... he got hit... by a truck?... What if... he's hurt?"

I felt tears in my own eyes.

"That would be awful," I mumbled.

"Yes," she sobbed, "he will be so sad and lonely without me."

Just then we went through the kitchen door. My wife saw our distress.

"What's wrong with you two?" she asked.

"Her husband was hit by a truck," I moaned, "and we don't even know where he is or who's taking care of him."

"What?"

Somewhere out there in the world is a young man.

Him. The One Who. Mr. Someday. I have a message for him:

You don't know it, but something lovely will happen to you someday, whatever may be happening to you now. My dear friend, Brie, is on the way to you. Someday. When she gets there, you'll never be sad and lonely again.

When you meet her, she will be dressed up, looking good, and laughing. And if you are very, very lucky, she not only will become your wife, she will become your best friend. In the meantime, she and I think about you and worry about you. Please take care of yourself.

Watch out for trucks.

So there. Watch out for trucks, my Mr. Someday.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Calendar Girl

Lumampas ka na sa kalendaryo. ["Your age is past the number of days in a month."]

I am past that age where I can still squeeze in and look pretty in a wedding gown anyway. It really doesn't matter. As one of my bosses put it, as we age, we ought to be thankful for meaningful relationships. Friendships, for one. Family is another. Faith - and a relationship with the Higher Being - completes the triad that remains constant in our lives.

At 32, what happens next?

I like to believe that I have begun to accept that perhaps I ought to prepare myself for a lifetime without marriage or children - no matter how badly I want one. Perhaps too, I will cease to take myself too seriously. I find myself pausing to pray and praise Him for the wonders that still come my way.

At 32, I am finally home. At 32, it feels like this old girl is catching up on everything beautiful that she missed along the bumpy way. At 32, to borrow Browning, the best is yet to be!

Friday, September 5, 2008

Altering the Balance of Power

Last night, I was able to convince some friends - ABS-CBN's Leonel Velarde and Add Up! Volunteers' Froilan Grate, Cris Espera and Cesyl Alonso - to attend a Leadership Forum hosted by the Ayala Young Leaders Program at the Philippine Conference Hall, Asian Institute of Management in Makati, featuring the so-called Caravan of Good Governance - pockets of hope for Philippine politics. Thanks to NiƱa Terol of Team RP and Ralph Morales of the Ayala Foundation.

The Forum kicked off with Bill Luz of the Makati Business Club urging us that if we want a better country, we must imagine, envision and make it happen. Kaya Natin!'s Harvey Keh followed underscoring that the five local executives who will be speaking at the Forum are "servant leaders with a heart for change."

Gov. Ed Panlilio of Pampanga spoke first. He spoke about the twenty-six (26) and a half years 26 and a half years that he spent in the pastoral ministry and how the 2007 elections apparently coincided with the regular diocesan movements. He was being assigned to another parish and people were petitioning the Archbishop to allow Fr. Ed to stay. The "pricked pride" of the Kapampangans got in the way and he emerged as Pampanga's alternative candidate - hopefully to put an end to Pampana's twelve (12) years under the Lapids who, according to Fr. Ed, were "perceived to be very corrupt"). Fr. Ed quipped that some voters noted that the choice between Lapid and Pineda is a choice between a quarry lord and a jueteng lord. They preferred a candidate who is "Praise the Lord."

With Fr. Ed likewise spoke of two platforms that his administration has undertaken: fight corruption and illegal gambling. With jueteng, he said that Pampanga is now using the bibingka (rice cake) approach - apoy sa baba (fire below) by engendering a culture of savings and industry and apoy sa taas (fire above) through the commencement of various criminal indictments against the proponents of jueteng. The approach harks back to how rice cakes are commonly prepared in the provinces.

Ifugao's Gov. Teddy Baguilat said he dreamt of an Ifugao ruled by Ifugaos and so he went back to his home province to serve. He related the difficulty of having cultural preservation as centerpiece of governance. Mayor Sonia Lorenzo also gave an exemplar of how local governments can make a difference.

Gov. Grace Padaca of Isabela urged that we elect only the right people to lead us. She also asked us to understand that leaders "who give people hope, also needs to be encouraged" and cited the recall predicament being faced by Fr. Ed in Pampanga.

Naga City Mayor Jesse Robredo, the most experienced of the lot noted that he is on his sixth (6th) and final term as City mayor. After almost seventeen (17) years, he observed that we can elect good leaders but "good governance is difficult and is only possible if the people wills it." With a wry smile, he said that often, we think that all we need to do is to "elect the good guys and let them do all the work." Instead, he hopes that my generation will live a new paradigm where "we elect the good guys and make them better."

The Caravan of Good Governance will visit the country's premier State University - UP-Diliman - on September 23, 2008.

Monday, September 1, 2008

Despair's Been Beaten

No one would love me if they knew all the things I hide. - Love Alone by Caedmon's Call

Thank You. Today is a new start for this old girl. Beginnings. Thank You for the acceptance and for the second chance to make things right.

Monday, August 25, 2008

'Hanggang may saysay ang kasaysayan'

Years ago, I read one column of PDI's Conrado De Quiros where said the he was asked why, despite his years, he still writes like an angry young man. (He still writes that way, thank God.)

Beyond Conspiracy: 25 Years after the Aquino Assassination, aired last night by ABS-CBN, gave us reason to stay angry. The review of the documentary by the Philippine Daily Inquirer enthused that it is informative, dramatically presented and emotionally charged.

Indeed it was. With Noel Cabangon's Hanggang Mamatay as fitting music, we saw a parade of the different players - at least the ones who are still alive - and their perceptions of the assassination. Although the documentary markedly leaning towards a partcular side, it presented as objectively as it can, views from the others.

My generation is yet to discover the Ninoy in each of us - or the Jose Burgos, or the Gabriela Silang. Still, do not write us off. Not just yet. Hopefully, after viewing, we can begin the difficult task of shaking off our collective ennui and remind ourselves that Ninoy's death gave us one genuine shot at greatness as a nation.

We will stay angry. Until when? This line in Hanggang Mamatay replies in our behalf: "hanggang may saysay ang kasaysayan."

Thursday, August 21, 2008

"We're not exactly strangers, you and I..."

Last month, I had my very first experience of traveling the backpackers' way. It was a route that traversed Banaue (included a hike to Batad village en route to the Teppaya Falls) in Ifugao then Bontoc (Mt. Province) then Sagada (also in Mt. Province) then Baguio City over three (3) days. I was with my Canadian friend, Ian.

On the bus to Baguio, country music played to the entire six (6) hour ride. I couldn't shake off this 1977 song by Conway Twitty, I've Already Loved You In My Mind - from where I took the title for this post.

In a world where loves and friendships seem so ephemeral, our consolation is the thought that as pilgrims - I am tempted to say backpackers - in this life, it is the minute meaningful connections that matter. We are not really strangers, dear reader. As Robert Fulghum would say, consider this a warm hello and a fervent wish that we will meet outside of blogosphere one day.

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Of Leadership and Fish Tales

I remember an old love letter I received almost seventeen (17) years ago by a now good friend who is now married to someone else. We were about to enter college separately xxx He wrote that he likened me to a fish that dwelled in a small river. According to him, in that small river, this small fish was a rare, beautiful specie that swam its waters like it owned it. He feared that the small fish, when it is released in the vast ocean, might lose its way and forget that it was once a rare, beautiful specie.

True enough, in college, I was content to be part of the herd and remained with anonymous majority. For a time, I thought my old friend was right. I really was an insignificant fish in the vast ocean. I had no qualms since the quiet life suited me – growing up alone makes one comfortable with the company we keep in the empty moments. Gone was the high school go-getter who once wanted to be in – and excel in - everything but the dance club.

But I learned that life has a funny way to teach us its lessons. Due to financial constraints, I have always been taking on part-time employment since college xxx The toll that it took on my time and energy forced me to manage my time efficiently so I can cope with my studies. On hindsight, this was pivotal in revitalizing whatever leadership potential I used to have in high school. It taught me how to best encourage the class to be well-organized, without compromising the quality of our reports and the fun in our non-academic activities xxx

After the first month in the MBA program, I knew that developing my leadership skills would be a priority. This does not mean, though, that I would jump at every leadership opportunity offered by my classes. Cultivating leadership would have to begin with the little things like moderating the class egroup and facilitating the class activities. With my age, I am pressed to set an example for my peers – as a case in point, L7, my OB group, and create a standard of excellence in an atmosphere of genuine camaraderie. Also, every interaction with my professors meant a chance to partake of their wisdom and experience. These are helping me get a great deal more out of the course than I might have otherwise.

Back to that love letter (which for some curious reason I still keep), I still believe that leadership is one of those gifts – like beauty and love - that are honed and appreciated best when we do not feign it, push it or shove it for people to accept and recognize. It develops best when we let it take its natural course. Like the small fish that will always, always rediscover its potential to lead – be it in the small river or in the vast ocean.

Saturday, August 9, 2008

Batman Blues

Watched Batman: The Dark Knight with a friend. No, this is not a review of the movie. For that, I'll refer you to the post of a good friend who wrote an insightful review of TDK.

One little bother during the movie was this couple seated two or three rows behind us. The poor guy was explaining the plot to the girl - every step of the way! Wow. My friend remarked that the couple just reminded him why he dated only smart women. I genuinely hope the girl was just faking it.

As the Governator Schwarzenegger once said,"I love smart women. I have no patience for bimbos."